drinking beers
wasting away
trying to remember when
life was worth a damn
was it ever worth it?
was it ever a good investment?
pbrs to pass the time away
whiskey to make the pain go away
cigarettes to pass the time away
wasting breath
wasting away
wasting talents
scorn filled faces
sorrow filled eyes
furrowed brows
pouted lips
batting eyelashes
teeth grinding out a grin
facial muscles straining a smile
foolish maneuvers at faking
happiness, interest, intrigue,
genuine doesn't live here anymore.