Jealousy

I am jealous
of girls with fair leg hair
of women who know how to embrace their curves
of girls with high metabolism
of girls with non-italian mothers
of girls who can express and control their sexuality
of girls who can walk in heels
of girls who know just how much cleavage to show
of girls who find sisterhood in sorority
of girls who were always told they could do everything
of girls who have consistency
of girls who have the right amount of meat on their bones
of girls who have portion control
of girls who can just generally have control over anything
of girls who can wear boyfriend cut jeans
of girls who have enough femininity to not be called a dyke for having short cropped hair
of girls who understand how to use lip liner
of girls who never get sweaty running to the subway
of girls with gal pals
of girls who can be smart without being a bitch about it
of girls who can drive stick
of girls not afraid to ride a skateboards
of girls without baskets on the front of their bikes
of girls who dare to be mothers
of girls who dare to do anything they have been told they can't
of girls who get mastectomies and don't get reconstructive surgery
of girls who don't give a shit about againt
of girls who dance to attract a mate
of girls who know how to get a second date
of girls who've never been raped
of girls whose mother's don't call everyday asking for grandchildren
of girls without mothers who came out alright
of girls who kill their lovers after one fight too many

I am jealous of girls who have found a way to get off without using technology.